school pros

I would like to be the first teenager that school isn't that bad and what I mean by that is actually being at school at least being at my school isn't that bad. like yes, the classes make me want to die but the actual school isnt that bad. i go to a private school so that probably has its upsides but just being able to walk around campus and hang out with friends is fun. (I've realized this is less of a school doesn't suck post its more of me trying to make school better for myself by convincing myself it isn't that bad and it doesn't make me want to jump off a bridge type of post) so my school is pretty small so that means you pretty much know everyone (well at least in your grade) it also means the school is smaller and less like overwhelming. I also feel the people who made the school knew this so then they had all this space for this small ass school so they compensated with putting random tables and places for the students to hang out this is one of my favorite things because that means I don't have to actually be in the school building 70% of the time I can go sit on the freaking bridge we have that doesn't go anywhere and kids make out on if I want. also if you  do happen to have to be inside you can go to the lounge which is just a room with a bunch of tables and chairs and these cool lights and I think meant for students to do homework but its really just where kids hang out when its freaking 274810808230872 degrees outside because I live in Flordia, oh and of course another place where students make out. another thing I like is that fact that we have a store it sounds so rich and it really is but I'm not gonna complain because damn good and really convenient when I feel like running into a wall at lunch or after school. honestly, everything except the people and actual school is pretty good.

spanish class

so im currently in spanish and im extremely bored because i hate this class and its not because of the teacher or even what were learning becasue i honestly think it pretty interesting to learn a new language so thats not the problem but its really just the people im currently back in spanish again i wrote the beginning yesterday and where working on these projects and i have no clue what my teacher is talking about our project so im just kind of doing my own thing which i like because then i get to work on things at my own speed and im not trying to be like iM tO gOoD fOr My ClAsE i AlReAdY kNoW eVeRy ThInG its just im taking spanish one for like the third time so i got the basics down and i do listen most of the time but if she gives us work time and starts talking and i know what were doing im just gonna do it ya know but what i was saying before the part that i dont like about this class is the kids i just dont have any friends in this class to talk to too make it fun so its kind of boring but honestly its probally good because last year in spanish i had all my friends and i failed so its probally for the best but over all i really truly like spanish but i hate the people and also i hate answering questions and my teacher is the teacher that will randomly call on you and in my opinion those are the worst type of teachers because if i dont have my hand up i dont know the answer and it really makes the class kinda awful because i am always anxious about being called on because even if i raise my hand that means i have prepared for 10 minutes to answer that question so if you call on me randomly im gonna f it up just saying so stop doing that

unfinished

so i have been writing a lot of these post lately I've only posted two so far because i just stop halfway into them because i either get interrupted in class and life have to actually do work or i just get bored and do something else which is kind of annoying because i don't want to post unfinished things but i don't want to finish them so like ill probably just finish when i start to think of the topic again but i don't know when that will be because i usually think about these things in class and if we're not working on our computers i can't just pull it out and start writing because ill either get yelled at or just look weird so I have only really been writing in study hall which is now over bye brb
well i stopped writing that halfway through whoops

just dress up

happy Halloween so today is obviously Halloween and i would just like to talk about how different and how lame halloween is in high school and your probably like what about all the parties and that's still fun but I'm talking about at school and this is mainly because no one dresses up which I honestly feel is really lame because its not that hard and its fun and I know everyone has a different opinion about this but personally think its lame if you don't and I get it if you don't celebrate halloween because that's another thing but I know whenever I would see people mostly boys in their polos and kakies on halloween (we had a really strict dress code so that's all they wore) it was lame. ok i know that was long but i just like i said 483939393 times that its lame if you don't dress up and also because my school had such a strict dress code it like your one day to get out of it so why wouldn't you take advantage of it. another reason its lame in high school is because the teachers don't care and i know i know iTs HiGh ScHoOl YoUrE tOo OlD fOr ThAt YoU dOn'T hAvE tImE To GoOf OfF fOr A dAy YoU hAvE tO fOcUs To GeT iNtO cOlLaGe and all that bs but i think they could give us 1 day and we could just do something chill like we can still do school work but they could do something a little fun or at least something idk it just be making me mad because its been kinda a lame Halloween so dress up and give us free time please

a stream of consciousness

so today in English we did this activity where we started with a topic and just had to write what we were thinking it was fun and it made me think about how I always want to write my thoughts down and put them somewhere and then I remembered of two well actually 4 I made this blog and how then I made another one but gave up on both which is kind of sad but I was 10 what would I have written about frickin Minecraft? (which was something I did write about my old youtube gaming channel which I only uploaded once on) but I thought that it might be a good idea to start writing again so maybe I can look back on what I was doing and thinking about as a freshman when I'm like old ya know... and if you're here to for some reason read something good then leave because its gonna be a bunch of random a$$ thoughts with no grammar or punctuation but also why would anyone be reading this if I'm being honest because i don't plan on telling anyone about this so like idk well im gonna stop ranting becasue i want to write about a story but accully now class is almost ever and i have to go to bio ew ill be back